Monday, January 01, 2007
this is so irritating can?!?! i HATE doing reports laa. erghh. if my english very good nvm laa. sighs. tmrw skool starts. so draggy seh want to go back to skool. i tink the only thing i will enjoy is the long bus ride to skool laaa cos why? cos thats where i can stoned or catch up with my sleep. heh. and i miss bestie alr. haiss. so long nvr talk to her on the phone sehh. im like too caught up with other stuffs that i didnt spare any time to talk to bestie on the fon. we onli sms-ed, thats all. and i feel damn guilty right now. sorry bestie. really really am. and in addition to that i really have to catch up with schwk. i feel like im lagging behind from the rest of my classmates. all this pressure just comes all at the same time and its so annoying to the max laa. but atleast some things are cleared up. had a chat with my dad ystd and i felt so relieved and glad that we had that talk. i tell you ive nvr felt so miserable for one whole week beforelaa. such as this week. it is really sad when you feel really out of place in your own home. everything i do or dont do, i get a scolding. from both somemore. if its her, im so used to it laa. but when its him, arrh, i just hate it when hes mad or disappointed in me. especially him, my dad. i mean how would you feel if the person that you really care for, who understands you very well, whos always thr when you need a listening ear and a friend to talk to, is angry with you? its damn miserable i tell you. imagine a whole week of that. woahh, bweh tahan arr. and on top of that, i was slacking at home the entire week. didnt go out until ystd. ystd was hari raya haji so had to go to my grandad's house. but nevertheless, i had great company the whole time i was at home. who else but my beloved sis! love her to bits laa. we became so much more closer cos we spent the whole week together at home. :D thanks mira!
anyways, i really am in no mood to summarise everything that happened in the whole of 2006. all i can say is that, it has been an interesting ride for me. from slacking at home for 5 months while waiting for o's results, getting the results, getting into my dream poly, learn new things, made lots of new friends, met very nice people, join a great cca...yeda yeda yeda..lazy to continue arr. heheh pardon me aye. anyway, its alr time to look ahead and not dwell on the past.
so i shall just briefly lay out my resolution for 2007.
i need to..- catch up with school work which is forever piling
- finish up assignments as soon as possible and not wait till the last minute (boy, this is REALLY
a challenge. heh.)
- be more FOCUS and to set my priorities right
- be a better person
- be a more independent and responsible kid
- to carry out my duties well, as a student/sister/daughter/granddaughter and most
importantly, as a loyal follower of
GOD, the one and only
- balance my time well between school and family
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Never to disappoint my dad ever again
- spend more time with my bestie, my beloved kambings
- grab any opportunities that comes my way
last but not least..to strike out more stuffs from my wishlist. lol.
Happy New Year guys! :D
we say goodbye, we say goodbye, we say goodbye 2006...lalalalaaalalallalalallalalalala..
