Friday, January 25, 2008
lets have a minute of silence for the loss of a very young and talented actor, heath ledger.
got about the news on the radio early wednesday morning. my hearthrob in The Knights Tale is gone. i watched that movie countless of times and ive never got tired of watching it over and over again. partly because my fave actor is the hero. heh. but nw, all thts left are just memories of him. its rly shocking bcos he died at such a young age. and to think that hes career is at its peak now is really upsetting.
this comes to show that life is so fragile and unpredictable u guys. you many never know when's your turn to go. it could be today, tmr, next week, next year..no one knows. i lost a close friend two years ago, and till now, it still havent sunk in to me that shes gone. i moved on, yes. but this very sad and painful experience will forever be etched in my mind. her passing away made me come to my senses and reflect on what i have done in life so far. whether good or bad, i know its high time for me to change for the better. as the saying goes, live life to the fullest. yes, live life to the fullest by being a better person. life as it is now is just temporary. afterlife is eternity. its very heartrending to see that many seem to overlooked this.
these past few days has been nothing but mere reminiscing of my past. i truly enjoyed my childhood days. from kindergarten right up to secondary 4. everything seems so easy way back then. i have cousins who has always been with me since young up till now. real friends who have always been there for me. and parents who're always there to give me support and love. coming into poly two years ago, i realised, has made me a more reserved person on the inside. whether anyone realised it or not, i know myself better.
had a chat with my dear friend vishnu few days back. that wld have to be an inaugural time since 2006 that we've last catch up with each other's life. shes been my classmate ever since primary 1. and to think we only got separated in P3 and sec2. i must say the experiences ive had with her are one of the funniest, best and memorable ones ever. she'll be leaving for australia tmr to pursue her education at its local uni for the next five years. gonna miss that 'lamma' (inside joke. haha. sry vish.) well hopefully i can send her off tmr.
sry people if whatever ive said have affected you in a way or another. all this has been going on in my mind for the past few days and i just had to let it out.
ANW, congrats to both my cousins who have done well for their O'Levels. proud of you two :D i wish you people all the best in whatever path you may choose. whether poly or jc, you have made it this far and thats something to count for. so jia you guys! :D
some people have really changed. and its beginning to hurt...
