EINN :)

HELLO EVERYBODY

Einn
170489
Temasek Polytechnic
Internet & Multimedia Development

Friday, June 01, 2007

chatting with bestie on msn now. i must say i really do envy her. she being in RP football team and having met really nice people there and everything, all i can say is, wow. im happy for her. but i do feel quite sad at the same time. not that it has anything to do w u bestie but its just that i suddenly realised how much i really really miss the kambings. bestie, yknow during our convo, when u said,

Farhana: Orli's temporarily mine... says: the pple here r nice uh
Farhana: Orli's temporarily mine... says: esp football pple
Farhana: Orli's temporarily mine... says: we're like a family

i didnt tell u this but i actually broke down after reading that. idk why im being so sensitive all of a sudden, but i did. but i jst cldnt tell u on msn.

i mean the kambings used to be so close-knitted like a family. now all of us have gone our separate ways. iryy in jc, putri and me in poly and sidd taking her o's this year. everyone's busy w their own life. and nadd is not here anymore. it seems like when nad's gone, all of us sort of drifted away. im not blaming any of them for why this have to happen, i understand though, cos im busy as well. and i feel really bad for not making time to meet up w any of them. and honestly speaking, i think that all of us've change. i feel as though i dont recognised them alr. i admit that ive change too but i dont like that change. cos i find myself pretending to be someone im not and thats really frustrating. im sry for being so selfish u guys for feeling this way. i just needed to tell somebody. hmm, cant imagine how glad i am at this moment to actually own a blog.

sry for this very blearghh post. i really need to get it all out and idk how else to, other than blogging. so buzz off if u tink im being too sensitive. kbye.